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To all that hold
the light inside their hearts
poem, written twenty one years ago
raising Indigo sons.
Hi, I don't
know if this will help anyone, it will probably slow the process, but
see, I think we're forgetting something, or at least a great part of us
which is as beautiful and intricate. We all talk about the light and
how we were born only from that, etc. but, I was thinking, without the
dark there would be no light. I think it would be a shame if we left
behind all that because without it, we cannot shine, but I suppose we don't
understand the dark, as little as we understand the light.
the reason the world is so screwed up right now is just because of
This message is for all of us.
Earth not just those of our kind. We are here in one way or another to
break the traditional conformities and usher in a new era of enlightenment
to all of mankind. Most people will resist this because they feel fear of
things they do not understand. Do not conform to these people's wishes. We
are all unique in our own ways and are more intelligent than the average
person. We are not better or worse we are just different with new ideas
that frighten the masses as our information contradicts their programming.
We write our own programming and individually control our destinies. We
have a purpose, a mission if you will, and that is to save this planet and
all forms of life on it from their own ignorance. It's a big concept but
we are all up to the challenge. Like many of you I was a social outcast
because this is not a society. This is a pseudo-society, based on flawed
principals, and egomaniacal pretenses.
I know many of us contemplate suicide but this is not the answer and before any of you consider it I suggest you take a long deep look at this option as a non-option. This is exactly what they want. I have made a conscious decision not to die because I will not let them win without a fight. I may be killed by the hands of the very people I am trying to rescue but it will not be by my own hand. I live each day simply to be able to see the newest ridiculous ideas thrown out into the world by people who are a dangerous savage child race. We are here to save humanity from itself. The universe has commissioned us to bring new thoughts into the world and to expose the technologies and ideas that have been repressed, all to benefit us, not as a single separate race but as one of the many facets of all humanity uniting the world in the common good of all people indigo or not. Would any of us dare tell the universe no. While there would be no punishment for telling the universe no there would also be no fulfillment.
I have sent Laura lee Mysticha several messages recently. She is dedicated to helping us find our purpose. She requested to include my message to her in her new book and I agreed whole heartedly to that and wish her to include this message as well should she come across it. The planet is struggling for survival and has asked us to help it back into harmony. I for one am willing to face the worst hardships to help. I don't care about what other people think of me, I don't mind ridicule, hardship, or even facing certain death to do my part. We are all of free will and spirit and must make our own decisions. This message is not meant to influence your decision but simply to show you some of the options available. We can either A. Give up now or B. Fight with our last ounce of breath to accomplish what we set out to do. I choose B. If death is the worst consequence for my actions then I choose to act, for even death is not finality. We all have some sense that there is something more to life than this.
I know the world
makes allot of you sick to your stomach. It does the same thing to me. But
we can do only two things. A. Suck it up and accept it, or B. Do something
about it. We were put here to do something about it so even if I am alone
in this quest that's damn sure what I am going to do. I don't welcome
death but I don't fear it either. So what I am going to do is buckle my
seatbelt and drive, not just simply enjoy the ride. We have to unite to
accomplish our goals. None of us can accomplish this huge task by
What these people don't say is far more important than what they do say. Their silence speaks louder than their words, but most people are too deafened by media spin to hear it. So now you know why we are here, and what we have to do. The only question now is how do we go about it without using violence. Violent conflict solves nothing, only educated debate can prevail. We just have to find a way to be heard. And this is the reason many of you feel isolated and frustrated. You are isolated and the powers that be would rather you kill yourself than open your mouth. Your ideas are a threat to reality as they know it and they consider you a threat to national security. I know there is a draft coming soon to prolong the battle in Iraq and force the people into oppression. I for one will not kill for oil, or any other reason. I cherish the sacerdotal right to life of all forms. I will not be a part to enslaving a people to preserve my illusion of freedom. I know I am not free in this country.
I leave you now
to contemplate the thoughts I entrust to you, and if this is my only
contribution to mankind it is far more valuable than the creation of the
atomic bomb. My words are meant to inspire people to think and create, the
A-bomb is meant only for destruction and oppression. True future
breakthroughs will not be of technology, but of the mind. Deep inside all
of us lies a power far greater than the fastest super computer, and faster
than the most technological craft. The power of our imagination traveling
at the speed of thought is the greatest power in all of the universe, and
if we are to survive our own differences then we are going to have to push
this power to it's limits. To all of you who read this message I wish you
joy and happiness, as well as the freedom and spiritual enlightenment that
you deserve. You'll be hearing from me in the future. Until next time.
We Are Indigo
Hi, apparently I'm an indigo. I went to a psychic (a real one) about a year ago and she told me there's very few indigos my age. I'm almost 20 now and just started looking into all this. for years I've had a strong drive to change the world and I keep trying to figure out ways to accomplish this. I feel like I know how to make the world a better place. when people of my generation become the politicians governing our world, I hope we clear the slate and start from scratch. there are various myths that predict the end of the world with such similarity that I wonder if these predictions are valid. in 2012 this cycle of the Mayan calendar ends. I'm not one to get caught up in apocalyptic hype theories but I see something coming. 2012 I'll be 27, my Saturn return, so it almost makes sense. I'm not sure what other indigos see for our future but I'd like to know.
The ignorance humans need to seek enlighten. We cant help them if they don't believe in us. I have already seen the greatest problem that control almost every human being including me to the path of light. We REALLY need to shut down the monetary system, money is causing everything to go against nature. MOST deaths, crimes, everything that is just bad is related to money! Did anyone sees that money doesn't cause any happiness among us. We are totally slave to money. I heard all people saying we cant live without money, we cant buy food without money... and yet money isn't part of god or nature and we are. Why must we be control by it.. why.. I myself think that among every all planets, maybe earth is the only planet with monetary system and it is the reason why ET's are more advanced than us so much. Monetary system is created as these pitiful humans need power to play, people can use money to control the poor... Why must we fight over power.. I can see the earth is being killed by the humanity and humanity is going to commit suicide soon if they cant live without greed. God sent us all the way to earth from other galaxies which show humanity SUCKED! SO please WAKE UP!!! People are dying and money is always related. People are often saying' This is reality, we need money to live', REALITY??? bullshit.. these people are being slaves to it.
- K" 16YO
The Aura of One
life cannot be,
I heard today that calling us indigos is leaving out the possibility for our forgiveness of ourselves and our environment... And God.
Indigo has no pink in it where violet does. Its not that indigo is a bad colour but our planet is not vibrating indigo anymore; it is now violet.
I used to love pinks and purples. I used to go to my grandmas cabin every summer and the next-door neighbors called me "purple shirt".
When I was about age 6 I found out that my grandma thought heaven was only for people and that she thought my mother and all the animals and plants when they died, wouldn't go there. And then I thought that if I sinned, which I did every day because I would be proud of myself!, I wasn't going to go either. Since age six Iíve been dealing with anxiety and depression and I hardly can stand wearing pink or purple- colours of forgiveness freedom and compassion.
I just wanted to say I don't want to be angry anymore. Angry at the world for not being how I remember it. Angry with my parents, family and friends and teachers for not acting like gods and goddesses. Angry for being taught that I knew nothing and had no innate knowledge within myself, for never being able to talk about my soul and how ageless it is. Angry about the lies and the lack of training to be compassionate and have fun! Ironic eh?
I'm sick of being angry; it makes me feel numb and paralyzed - bored. I want to love, to be excited to play and discover, to have friends that are just like me yet mysterious and creative! I want to look at every one and feel good about being here on earth at this time. I want to see the other dimensions for fun - like a video game or movie. Life is a game, non? I want to smile at the face of fear until it can't be afraid because it has to laugh.
It's been 2 years since high school. Yes, I almost dropped out 2 months before graduation too. What was the point? I didn't value the education. I valued my friends... And my friendships with teachers, but that was about it other than acting class. I could have learned more on my own. I knew I was smart; I had a b average and my job as a lifeguard in the summer paid me 18 bucks an hour!
I tried to go back to school last year. I didn't even make it through one semester! 4 classes - dropped.
I was diagnosed with add this summer - finally, someone recognizes that! I'm working on removing all its known causes from my diet (sugar, chocolate, dairy, eggs, corn, chemicals). I actually eat all raw fruits and veggies right now.
I became a kundalini yoga instructor this year. And I don't want to stop learning but I don't know where to turn next. Even my teacher training was frustrating me - the way they tested us. The way we didn't sit in a circle during class. I'm afraid to go back to school because I fear that they'll tell me "it's not time, yet". Translation - "we can't live your ideal peaceful creative life right now. We have to live in these closed boxes until they fall apart. Then we can move on". In other words "we don't appreciate you" or "we're not ready for you" or "go away, you make us nervous".
How do you feel about this? I can be compassionate and still be me, right? Still learn and live my own way, right? People won't judge me if I don't judge them... Right?
From the Emissary of Love: James Twyman, The Psychic Children Speak to the World, book -
ready to act as though you are loved by god?
I think we can be ourselves. That we don't have to change ourselves just because it challenges society. We don't have to go to these schools if we know they aren't healthy for us. I think I need to trust my intuition completely before I go into a school. At least then I would have more compassion for the teacher and the textbook when I know they've got the wrong information. To trust myself and be compassionate to those who don't yet trust themselves.
Really we're in school already. School is life. The teachers come. There's no hurry but the rush to re-member who you are. We are... Let us just be us. "I just want to be myself"
I've never officially been told I'm an indigo by anyone, but I intuitively know that I am one. I can't help regretting being who and what I am. Being an indigo ensures a life of persecution by those who are incapable of understanding me. I was always gifted in school. In grade school I was always the first or second person done with an assignment and always got good grades. In 5th grade my teacher wanted to skip me to the 6th grade. I was admitted into the gifted and talented program in my school. In my junior high years I was put into advanced math, and in high school I was in accelerated English. School always came easy to me, as did learning. When I was young, I experienced a lot of precognitive dreams. I still have some, but not as often as when I was a kid. I have an ability to see through people and see their true motives. I often times speak of future events that have no basis in fact at the time, but are later proved to be accurate in the future. It's so hard to have these abilities. Speaking out against the system, and relating the things I see to other people only causes tension. I become ostracized and persecuted for my beliefs. It's a tough road. I'm exhausted all the time.
I tried college for a brief period. After
44 credit hours I got tired of all the tedious work involved and dropped
out. The work was easy, but it was just too time consuming. Having little
energy or motivation to do the work was the main reason I decided to drop
out. I love to learn, but I learn in periods. I'll find something that
interests me one day, research the heck out of it, and then the next day I
might not be as motivated to learn about that as I am something else. Over
the past year and a half I've been like a man on a mission trying to learn
everything. As my life progresses I'm noticing that I'm having problems
with short term memory loss, chronic fatigue, lack of motivation, problems
communicating the profundities I've come to know with other people without
making them angry, and persecution. At night I look up at the sky and just
wish I could go home, although I'm never sure where home is. I feel out of
place here. I just feel like I don't belong. I feel different from
everyone, and it hurts. I feel real loneliness, like nobody in the world
understands me. The more I witness the cruelty of humanity, the more
detached I become. If this is what it means to be an indigo, all I can say
is take it back I don't want it.
A week ago I knew nothing of the
indigo generation. A friend of mine said
I live in Australia and am an Indigo.
I am 27 years old and am also raising an indigo child, which is
stressful because we are both fiercely determined. From the time I was
young I have always had a feeling of destiny. Have always been
fiercely determined and convicted, I have also felt alone and
misunderstood almost as if I could see others but they could not see
me. I could feel people's pain as if it were my own, feel there
energy, I would have and still do have dreams that foretold what was
about to come. My friends jokingly call me lesson girl because it
seems everyone I come in contact with by default learns from me. I
embraced what I thought was my quirkiness.
In peace and love
Indigo brothers and
I was conversating in my room with my best friend Lora and one of her friends I have never met before. my friend had not seen her in quite a wile and I could pick up on the vibes that she knew something changed. we were laying on my bed. I can say this girls ego and conceded attitude started to annoy me but she is a Leo so I understood it was just part of her. beyond how I felt about her she seemed to admire every thing I said, the things in my room commenting on how much I reminded her of a girl she once knew...then she said... your an indigo....an indigo child... those words hit me and all I could say was what? I was drawn to it I don't know why... the next day I looked it up, and sure enough I was puzzled by what I was reading...every thing on that list I read was me..... about my parents not understanding not only my parents but the shrinks they would send me to were puzzled by my mind,,, they didn't know weather I was bipolar, ADD, I was in trouble in school for being defiant... but to me it was just staying true to who I was and how I felt. this was when I was 13 and then my mother couldn't take it anymore that I wasn't shaping into my her ideal image of do and act as I want. she kicked me out and know I am presently living with my dad its been about two years I am 15 know... but every one is still puzzled by my actions and reactions to things....how I speak and how I think.
I posted poetry and thoughts on a myspace.com...my name on it is kayak may. I am an artist and allot of my art is filled with these strange ideas behind them.. I would never think about labeling my self I have always been me, different... thinking ahead of all the children I've grown up with since a small child.. I have memories from when I was little, strange memories. my mom says that I would say I saw people coming out of churches that and the people I saw weren't there and I have memory of seeing such things when I was 3 or so... how my mind races with all these thoughts of there's away all this stuff is connected and I'm not just imagining it or blowing it out of proportion. all the people that are around me at school, I don't socialize with for one reason or another, I'm a friendly person and all its just they're not on my level and think I'm stupid...but I choose to think they're just ignorant and to involved in there high school drama to open their minds to topics that have meaning and thought to them. Even the kids that like the same things I do, theirs something missing...theirs few people im close to and understand and except my ideas, except my best friend Lora. I hope you can help me with the journey of discovering what's going on with me and how it plays a part in what's going on in the world. Even if you say...im wrong, I know there is something going on and I yearn to discover the mystery or tap in on it at the least. I just want to learn and live with the most beauty as possible.
Thanks for your time I hope to hear your comments on
see me with clear eyes
Wow. When I read your article Excepts from "The Indigo's Reality" I wanted to write you. I have always thought I am very different. I have often been told that I am very different.. I just donít think the way others do. I have always done very very well in school. Although I got the impression that Indigo children donít do very well in school. I have always thought that there are many filtering systems in America that decide your social status. School is just one of them. You can drop out and end up working at Mc Donalds or graduate with a 3.7 GPA and go on to be a lawyer, and call your own shots at the other end of the service industry. I personally donít want to go into the service industry at all. I want to work a job where I can have quiet and work alone, something that requires research and where I can use my hands. I am seriously considering engineering, because it is a field that will only grow with new technologies. Engineering doesnít have a lot of clear cut rules, just the beautiful laws of physics. I am currently an exchange student on a full ride scholarship in Germany. I picked up the language very quickly. I only had the language for 2 years in my first two years of high school, and then I came here to Hamburg in August. After just two months I could express myself completely, even if I didnít know the best words for the situation. Iíve had the chance to be in many gifted schools that would challenge me more, but my parents moved around a lot so I havenít gone to any gifted school for more than 2 months.
I think though, that trigonometry in another language works though. The fact that I am different has always been obvious. I have always had the nickname witch. People were probably just trying to explain how I was different, but it ended up into many horrible experiences in Middle School. Iíve been beat up, cast out, laughed at, teased to no end, and even poisoned. I canít say I was surprised that Iíve already been called Hexe (the German word for witch) a few times. Although I donít wear black clothes, carry a pentagram, or any thing of that sort. My parents commented on it also, how I was different. I think I frustrated then with my endless questions. They say that some kids ask questions between the ages of 2 and 4 to the point of annoyance. For me thatís from the moment I could speak, until now. My old fashioned grandparents canít stand me sometimes, because they believe that children should be seen and not heard. Most of the time I am heard and heard and heard and rarely seen. A lot of noise and chaos really does get me off. My high school in America has just 900 kids, but sometimes I just canít take anymore people. I want to live in the country where I can have peace and quiet and a garden. You know, I totally love ice cream and milk and cheese, and off and on my entire life I have been sensitive to cows milk.. The sugars are too complex says my doctor back home, and I drink acidophilus milk or goatís milk when I get severe stomach cramps or headaches after drinking cowís milk or eating ice cream. Nothing makes them go away, once out of no where after eating an ice cream bar I had such bad stomach cramps and a headache that I cried. The sensitivity isnít really permanent though, suddenly and then for a year or a year and a half I have to be careful and its over for a while.
I really like what you wrote about sleep and Indigos. I stayed with my aunt last summer and sometimes I would wake up crying. She played Enya for me.
I find that I am also extremely sensitive to the earth and the earthís cycles. When it rains I am truly sad. That is being very difficult for me right now because it rains a lot in Hamburg (75cm) and I am used to a very sunny and bright area with only 15 cm of rain a year. I find myself very depressed and melancholic when it rains. I often retreat to my room and sit on my sun rug (where I also meditate) and read or write or listen to really emotional music. My mom also noticed this about me and I used to have my room in the basement where it was almost always dark, but we moved my room to the top floor with my window facing the sun in the morning. It helped a lot. You might want to suggest that too, that these children have rooms facing the sun in the morning. It may improve their moods in the morning. My mom is very helpful in helping me deal with my moods, we both know that I am very sensitive. She also introduced me into meditating when I was young. However this is the first time I have heard of Indigo Children. Nothing before has ever provided such an explanation. I am a very sensitive person, and I have always had nightmares of sorts. I dream very often of water. Iíve been interpreting my dreams before I knew what it meant to interpret a dream. I know that for me water means anxiety and chaos. Something that has been a big problem for me. I have read that it is typical for indigos to have problems with their parents, but I have to say what you wrote about parents applies more to the people I have gone to school with.
My mom is also different, not as much as me, but similar. We have a very open and understanding relationship. She isnít like most parents, she doesnít say that I have to get good grades or I have to avoid drugs or whatever. She would like me to have as many opportunities to be happy as I possibly can, and the same for my two brothers. She wants me to be healthy in every aspect of my life. Though I doubt that she has ever heard of an Indigo Child either. My brothers are similar to me. They are not as articulate or sensitive as I am, but they have both been diagnosed with ADHD. I was never tested. My mother says that the best choice she ever made was saying dead no to Ritalin. She tried instead to work with my brothers to find a center and to learn to concentrate and learn to control their minds. It works better than other kids I know who take Ritalin. She still tells us when we get really emotional to Ďtake out the trashí. You stand up and look at the ground and kind of hang there and first feel the trust in yourself and identify that right now you are full of negative energy, then you start out the toes and motion like you are pulling the negative energy out of yourself all the way up to your head, and then you throw it away. I personally like the motion of shooting a basketball hoop afterwards to really toss it out. I also have (yes still) a drawer. Its an empty drawer that I put my bad emotions in and once in a while I open it, and I sit in front of it, and I think about it and I deal with them. Iíve been searching the last year or so for a religion and I change my mind often. I am finding it hard to find a religion that meets all my spiritual needs. I am currently looking into techno paganism. Although most of my family is Christian and that works for them, I know that I need something more. I am sorry that this has been so long, but I have the feeling that you would like to hear as much as possible from us.
On a final note I have always had the feeling that there
was a string tied around me, and that it was pulling me faster and faster
into the future, into newness. It was like I would be reading something
and then it would suddenly be, yea, thatís right! or, duh, of course, like
when I started to get into German, and I thought hmm it would be cool to
go to Germany, think of all the good I could do with those experiences.
Then it was like. AH! Perfect! Im going to Germany. And here I am, full
ride scholarship and all the glory. I love science, I really really love
science. Especially space. I think that aeronautical engineering would be
the perfect job for me. I think that if I, as an American teenage girl
from a lower middle class family, can go to Germany at 16 on a full ride
scholarship, and look at the whole world with wide eyes and a unquenchable
thirst for knowledge, then there has to be others, and there has to be a
chance. I have a dream that scientists can work together totally oblivious
to politics and get so much more done. Simply because they love it, and
they want to accomplish the same things. I think that Indigo Children, are
just the people to make things like this happen. As well as indigo
children who are interested in bettering other parts of the world. Leaders
among leaders, all we need is focus, a common goal, and lots and lots of
A friend sent me to
this website tonight. It has been less than a month