My name is Elisha and I am
21 years old. I was so excited when I found this
website. This past Christmas I met a lady at a family gathering and we
started talking. She was a spiritually connected person, I could tell
because my energy felt higher and the conversation quickly lead towards
Reiki and other spiritual subjects. She was the first person to mention to
me that she thought I was an Indigo Child. I had no idea what that was but
she explained it to me and that is truly how I feel.
I have always felt sensitive to world issues, especially involving human
suffering. I remember as a young child watching World Vision commercials
crying for the starving sick children and feeling their pain. I would then
collect as much food as I could to send to them not knowing how I would
it to them but really wanting to help with all my heart.
Last year in the summer I felt it was time to release my truth to some
close friends. I sat my small group of friends and explained what my eyes
see everyday. I told them I see that humans are suffering and we are
destroying our beautiful planet. We are taking everything away from our
Mother Earth and not giving anything back. She is dying as we replace the
trees with concrete, fill the once clean air with toxins, and push
into Her oceans, lakes, and rivers. I told them that our materialistic
society is not our truth, it is hell. It does not teach us to love
and each other but instead to hate. I said our medical systems are corrupt
and they are only about money and pushing pills that hide us from our
I cried as I told them these things and they knew I was right but it took
while for it to sink in for them. I do realize these terrible things and I
feel the world's pain very deeply but I stand very strong. I know I am
with a defined purpose to help and try with all my might to bring society
be a peaceful place. I want to touch lives and help bring people to their
truth and wholeness. After this night I felt amazing that I had finally
spoke so honestly. I had done so many times before but this was very
impacting. It opened my friends eyes. I had a dream the next night...
I was flying over highways and land to get to people who I felt I needed
show my truth to. I visited my mom, my step mom, a good friend, and an
acquaintance. Each person I visited was to see if they would accept me for
who I am, my spiritual self. Each time my body transformed into the
purple aura and I would no longer have a human form. Each time this would
happen they would accept me completely. It was a very vivid real dream. I
felt healed from my fear of not being understood when I woke up. I was no
longer scared to be the true me.
After that dream I called my mom and the others I visited to tell them
my spiritual breakthrough. They all responded with amazement and
encouragement! You can all do this too! People like us need community and
need support for our sensitive souls. If you ask the universe for a
connection you will get one or more. You have to believe! I have been
running into people left right and center with similar views, it is such a
blessing. I do Yoga to balance and stay in touch with my truth. I highly
recommend Yoga for any of you that feel you are an Indigo. It has really
changed my life and helped me to keep peace from day to day. Meditate and
try Loving kindness or Metta meditations they are the most moving
I have yet to do! I just want to say we need to stay positive and stick
together. We are the future and to make a difference in this torn world we
must stand strong! We have to stay connected mentally to people like us
around the world. We need to continue to radiate our wishes for love and
healing! We need each other to fall upon when we are feeling discouraged!
need to be pure and truthful without fear! I know it is a hard place to
live, I don't feel like I belong here either. One thing I do know is that
I WILL MAKE A
DIFFERENCE AND I WILL TOUCH LIVES. I HOPE THAT I HAVE TOUCHED
YOUR LIFE AND GAVE YOU THE MOTIVATION TO START LIVING YOUR DREAM! YOU CAN
DO ANYTHING YOU PUT YOUR MIND TO, ALL THE SMALL STEPS COUNT.
Thank you for reading my
letter of love to all that feel they needed a boost
or some ideas to stay focused on who you are. May you all have peace, love
and healing in your lives.
Elisha (Canada) Jan.25,2005
I am an indigo
kinda always knew I was different
and heard myself being told that
so many, too many times!
I have written a book to express
what it all means
what it all meant to me
to assist others in finding their
Rightful and Joyful
Place on the Earth
God Hype is the book
if you can relate to the ebook
introduction let me know
and remember Hype the Hype...
I don't know if I'm
technically Indigo, because I never had the usual
problems like difficulty in school or extreme rebelliousness. I am
something unusual, though, and I'm inclined to think I'm just one of
those outlier Indigos who doesn't really fit into the typical
description. However, I read the traits of the Indigo on this site, and
I identify very closely with a great deal of them.
I suppose I could say I'm a self-aware Indigo. That sounds kind of
strange given that all Indigos are so awake inside, but I describe
myself like this: I thirst after the knowledge of the world, but I know
very well that I have to "work the system" in order to get it. I love
school. I've always gotten good grades, and now that I'm beginning
college, I look forward to the opportunities that will grow out of this
apparently rigid system.
So, yes, academically, I don't fit the description of Indigo. Anyone who
knows me would be surprised if I were ever diagnosed with ADHD because I
channel my creative energies very effectively. I'm very spiritually
aware on a level that I think a lot of people try to operate at but
don't quite reach. I'm very solidly against putting anything strange
into my body. Ok, I love food, including junk food to some extent, but
my lips are locked against drugs and alcohol. I don't even like to take
simple medication for colds ("to sleep better," my mom says, and I think
"not unless I have a very serious reason why I need to be in tip-top
shape the next day"). I always prefer to let my body sort its issues out
on its own.
I've done quite a bit of past-life investigation, and all the lives I
remember indicate one thing: this current life is my time to tie it all
together. I'm scurrying because I've reached the exciting end of the
proverbial road. I've come far from the orchard worker in the middle
ages and the unfortunate girl of my most recent past life, which was
primarily devoted to karma-burning (Polio! Witness to suicide! Witness
to murder! Cancer! Car accident! I did it all! Now it's out of my
system!). I've broken all the weird threads I knotted up during the
building of the transcontinental railroad, and it's finally time to put
my experiences to work.
I enjoy the company of others because I won't accomplish much alone, but
I'm not at all the "in-crowd" type. The girls I see around me are so
frighteningly caught up in the tiny trivialities of teenage life, while
all I have to do is put my foot down once and all the 'relevant'
questions: "When should I have sex?" "Should I do the party thing?" "Am
I fat?" "Am I stupid?" are resolved together. I can't write a simple,
grammatically correct sentence that responds to all of these questions
simultaneously, but for me, the answer is obvious. I read somewhere
about how around age 12-14, there's a switch that turns on in a girl's
brain that sets the hormones raging and she's suddenly a teenager,
obsessed with the opposite sex and all the baggage that goes along with
that. I consider myself a lesbian, but regardless of sexual preference,
I don't feel like that switch has turned for me yet (I'm 18). I just
sway slightly towards the female. I think I was given this under active
sex drive for the same reason I don't like any kind of drugs: I have a
sense that I must keep my body pure. This might change when I get older,
but for now, I am very aware that I am not ready to physically give my
body to anyone (maybe it's because all of my peers, my potential
partners, seem too young emotionally). In this way, I know I'm very
different from most people my age. I yearn for contact with those in my
inner soul circle, but the love I seek has very little to do with the
petty physical interactions many young people fret about.
I believe there is a
hero in all of us.
But sometimes we sacrifice the things we love.
But love is the hardest thing to sacrifice.
-- Chloe Caldwell (age
Do you feel it?
It is coming for us.
I am watching it. It really, truly is, and I'm half-crazy with hope
This is better than fantasy. This is reality.
As it comes, I finally find it.
What I've been looking for was all of you... And you have
How excited I am you're here. I am... No longer a number.
I am no longer a number?
I - I am no longer a number!
I am bright!
You as well, isn't it crazy?!
And I feel it, this wave of dazzling light, and we are all at its
All those days, those months, those years, when we did not know.
When we thought, 'I am truly not like them.'
When we longed to be accepted until our chests ached with pain.
They will not be wasted.
I will not be forgotten when I die.
I WILL NOT LET IT HAPPEN!
This is my greatest belief. None of us will.
We will not allow it to happen.
They cannot stop us.
Someday, maybe this will all end, be a part of history.
They might stop coming. Things change.
But its here now - we will be the first.
I don't want to lead, I don't know how - but I shall help.
I still feel it, this insecurity.
Maybe you - you think I'm insane now?
But I know- heart of hearts and all that - you understand.
I have been searching for almost seventeen years.
That's a long time for a mortal.
I found you.
I found you!
Thank you so much for being here.
There is so much for me to do now.
Hi there Serenity, my
name is Mathew and I'm from western Australia. I'm an indigo and I
would love to share with others my experiences and thoughts on being
an indigo. it's ended up being a little long, sorry about that.
hopefully it might help though. love and peace to you
Hi, I'm Matt and I'm an indigo who grew up in Esperance in rural
Western Australia. At the moment I'm 20. As you could probably imagine
life was not exactly the most fun growing up in such a low frequency
area around people who couldn't understand anything I said to them.
Unfortunately I didn't grow up with supportive parents, my dad
suicided when I was 3 and my mum was very abusive and manipulative. I
now live as an "orphan" and have adopted close friends to be my
family. My younger bro (15 yrs old) is an indigo too but he doesn't
know it yet.
I always knew I was different from the beginning. I knew I had a
strong connection with mother earth, I connected with plants and
animals and was convinced that I'd been planted on earth as part of
some sort of wacky experiment (sort of close to the truth in
hindsight). I've always felt so different to anyone else in my age
group, I was a loner and a high achiever in primary school although I
was always getting into trouble for distracting everyone else.
I am extremely sensitive to
other people's feelings. I've always had a healthy balance of male and
female energies and ever since I can remember I've been attracted to
specific individuals regardless of their sex, ethnicity or age. However
these are not "positive" attributes for people to have at high school. As
I progressed into my teenage yrs I forgot about all the wonderful things I
had enjoyed as a kid and disappeared into the darkness of depression.
Everyday I woke up and put on my "happy" face so people still thought I
was ok, I went to school, went through the routines and hated every minute
Fortunately there were some other people who accepted me but I was still
everyone else's counselor and there was nobody to help me. I was terrified
of people finding out that I liked other guys as well, or that I had
precognitive and spiritually profound dreams. I felt like screaming out
"Can't you all see who I bloody am, you idiotic bunch of arseholes" etc.
IF YOU ARE AN INDIGO AND FEEL LIKE THIS NOW
DON'T GIVE UP...
...because things will get a lot better I promise. Part of being indigo,
in a lot of cases means that we suffer a lot at a young age, but this is
so we can learn the lessons we need to learn earlier. Later on you will
look back on those experiences with love and see the benefits from all
those situations, all the things you learned, the fact that you met the
right people at the right time etc.
We are on the spiritual fast track, so instead of waiting around until we
are 35 to realize what we are here for, our "higher" selves and our
support team of guides and teachers (sounds like woo woo bullshit but go
have some EMF and it'll make sense, you'll know it's right I promise) are
busy organizing our experiences so we get all that other stuff out of the
THEN WE CAN GET ON WITH OUR INDIVIDUAL LIFE PURPOSES!!
yup that's right before we popped down here to manifest as a human this
time around we basically all did up a set of contracts with ourselves, our
support teams, teachers and each other. Each of us are here to do a
specific set of things along our life paths. Once you start re-awakening
spiritually the ball will get rolling and suddenly it'll feel like a
million pennies dropping at once, you'll be able see through to the reason
for so may things happening in your past that have made you sad and
furious. IT'S AWESOME.
As a member of this generation of INDIGO kids, collectively we are here to
work together to stop the repetitive mistakes of our parents and
grandparents generations so we can start afresh. The way the oldies look
at things and do things isn't appropriate for where we are now. Most
indigos feel like they want to change the world... good, good, good!
that's why we're here. We get to disestablish the establishment and create
a new world. When the time is right you'll run into people who can help to
teach you and become aware. Soon enough you will realize what you are here
to do!! and finally there won't be any "learning problems" etc anymore,
because you will feel PASSIONATE about it and be able to throw your energy
and attention into it. IF YOU ARE DOING SOMETHING NOW AND YOU DON'T THING
IT'S RIGHT FOR YOU, THEN TRUST YOUR FEELINGS. Quit goddamn it. Also if you
are seeing the numbers 11, 11:11, 22, or in my case 11:27 around
everywhere that's your guides trying to give you the hint - "Oi! You're
supposed to be doing something else duh!"
After High School I tried to find another culture where I could fit in, I
went to live in Japan for a yr but that really didn't help either, still
felt so completely different. I got back to Australia, started University
and that's where everything happened. I fell completely into depression,
became suicidal, acted dangerously and felt like I might as well just die
because there was simply no point to my existence. This dragged on for 12
months of hell.
Then suddenly I met a 30 yr old indigo named Sharron who gave me just
enough hints to stumble onto indigo stuff, she helped me get my own life
back on track. It was all uphill from there. I started learning about
energies and guides etc. I started a mining business as a side project and
learnt a lot from that. But I felt that mining and uni wasn't what I was
supposed to be doing. I quit uni and "realized" I was supposed to be a
counselor and holistic healer, so I started a new course to become a
counselor, am learning all about EMF, prana and reiki. My life has changed
completely, I have changed completely, finally there is some hope and the
awareness of others out there just like me. I am on my true path at the
moment but who knows where it will take me next. I still feel like a
warrior a lot but we have to learn to do, what we are here to do in love
not in anger. Seriously the best thing I've learnt is to start to tune
into the rest of the universe. I don't feel alone anymore, I
feel loved and I hope you do too.
Sorry for the rant but I hope it helps. I can be contacted at
you want to say hello that'd be awesome, love to hear from you. especially
if u are in Perth please say hi!!!
TIME is all
TIME is nothing
everything illness can be cured over TIME
TIME is of the essence
TIME is an illusion
everything comes together in TIME
can I save her in TIME
TIME to face the facts
TIME is what you make of it and in TIME all come around in full
So the TIME is now not tomorrow, not yesterday
theirs no TIME like the present time so don't live in the past TIME
If we work together the world will stand the test of TIME
Stephen Strausbaugh (C) 2005
Breaking The Silence
This silence fills an emptiness, but I don't feel full. In fact, alone
in this body, alone in my home. I worship this temple, day by day I
carry this weight. It's impossible to lose myself, when buried in my
own hate. I can surface with a force of determination, motivation, and
possibly a kind of divination within. Why is understanding or
mastering the self such a mission, or a choice of discipline? I carry
within me emotions that I cannot control, a struggle between the mind,
body, and soul. Through meditation, I rid myself of these burdens that
scrape the surface of my head. They pass by like a train of memories
floating in the wind, dancing around in circles, fading away like the
dead. Day by day together, me, myself and I, the spirit, body, and
ego. The man, christ-man, God - old man new, new man dies. A rebirth
has come to pass, and the spirit survives. No more lives, just an open
door to the other side.
Written by Andrea Lopez
Gold & White Moth
Powdered wings that sparkle-No plot to your flight
Creature of humbled splendor-You are fueled by the light
On your path with doors open wide-sat a large empty cage
Curiosity gave invitation to a journey- that ironically caused your
In you flew with delight & wonder- all over to & fro
Restlessness sat in & your fear began to grow
Alone & injured You continued to fly- hitting side to side
Fear now blinds you to see that the doors remain open wide
I viewed your needless struggle in your quest to be free
I observed you senseless death in your refusal to just be
As you lay dying - you send a message to head
I send you my love
Because you remind me
Thank God for indigo children - the world would be so dull without them
A Winter Night
A crisp winter night,
The moon shines above,
The sky glistens,
Glittering little tear drops,
I look up at the night sky,
I greet the moon,
I greet the stars,
I greet Venus, Mercury and Mars,
Then I look down and see,
the physical part
looking straight up at me.
I see her eyes,
So full of sadness
So full of tears,
Like those of animals,
* * *
I cannot go yet,
There is still work to be done,
I must help her, help everyone,
But Soon, one day,
I will be Free!
For now I must reside,
I must protect,
Until she is ready
-- Christine Anderson
All my life I have
known I was different. I have always had such a desire to help people
but they never listen, they don't seem to understand. Recently I heard
about indigo children. I found a book and did my research and it
finally dawned on me why I was so different. Why I hated listening to
adults who thought they were better than me just because they were
older. Why I understood things kids my age had no clue about. Why I
was put here on a place I didn't feel I belonged. When I found out I
was an indigo it all made so much sense. To finally know why I am
different and that im not the only one has made me so happy that I can
finally begin what im supposed to do here. I have always tried to help
people understand their problems and help them through them, it was
the only way I could calm my feeling of needing to help people. If I
can give anyone any advice I would like that to be to look toward your
heart to understand its pain don't run from it, and don't let people
who don't deserve your respect to rule over you. They must first
respect you in order for them to be given respect. Just because the
person may be older doesn't mean anything at all.
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